Sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows

Ok well actually only sunshine but I am happy :)

This weekend was the best weekend I've had in a long time. I'm actually completely serious when I say I'd forgotten what it was like to have a weekend where I could just hang out with friends and not feel like I should be doing any work.

And now it is study week and I actually feel like I'm ready to start studying. Which is a big change from Friday lunchtime when I had just finished a test, and had handed in two completed assignments, the last of the 5 due in the last two weeks of term, and was feeling dead and totally unmotivated.

I went to Hanmer from Friday night till Saturday with some friends from church and had a great time relaxing and just hanging out with friends. Yay for friends, they are so cool :) Then yesterday I went to church in the morning, and then spent the rest of the day hanging out with friends, went to church again last night, then hung out with friends some more.

I really think that this weekend was possibly the best weekend I have ever had. I love just hanging out with friends, especially when I know I don't have anything else that I should be doing. People are my favourite.

And I'm excited about my future. There's so many things I want to do both short-term and long-term, and I still don't know how I'm going to do most of them but right now it doesn't seem to matter. I feel like I'm ready to try following God the way I should again. I know I'm going to stuff up but to be honest right now I don't care.

I am sunburnt which means summer is here, and it seems that I have reached summer in my life as well. Okay so not everything is perfect, in fact some things are far from it but I don't really care right now. I believe they call this feeling contentment...

I am sick of me!

okay so this post is really nothing like what the title makes it sound like. what I actually mean is I am bored of writing about me. I have a 4000 word essay due next week and the topic of the essay is writing about me. my adult development to be more specific. in fact my adult identity development and whether it lines up with the theory i chose to talk about. the next bit i have to write is where i get to make predictions about my future...How about this?

i will ride off into the sunset on a white horse with my handsome prince charming and live happily ever after

or

i will grow up and be a mad old women with 552 cats and will live in a house all by myself with 23 bathrooms

or how about this one

i will go absolutely bonkers because i wrote an essay about my life and it drove me mad and i never recovered

i have a brain
it is going insane
too much work to do
my mind has turned to goo
uni is just about over
only one essay, one lab report, one assignment, one test, and three exams to go

right i must go back to work