Tuesday, August 23, 2005

People

I really like people. I like short people, tall people, and the ones in between. Blond hair, brown hair, red hair, blue hair. Curly hair, straight hair. Short hair, long hair. Blue eyes, brown eyes, green eyes, hazel eyes. People are really cool :)
I like personalities too. I like the fact that every person is different, and yet we are still all people, and therefore are still essentially the same in many ways. I like that everyone has different experiences, and that even the experiences we do share are perceived in a different way for each person.
What I don't like is when I dismiss people, or judge them when I don't know much about them. And yet I still do this all the time. I don't like that I find it so easy to blame something someone else does on them, whereas I'll blame things that I do on the situation. I don't like the way that when I honestly look at myself I see how much I fail at being the person I want to be.
I really like people. Each one is amazing, unique, special, and precious. So why is it that I don't show this in my actions? Why is it that when I try my hardest to be the best person I can possibly be, when I ask God to help me to be better, when I make an effort to really care about and love people for who they are, I seem to end up further back from where I started?

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Procrastination is a great motivator :)

Look at this! Two posts within 24 hours. This is a very definite change from the gap between my last post.
And all because of procrastination. Who said procrastination is not motivating. It just motivates you to do the wrong things that's all.
Anyway I'm slowly working my way through the essay that is due tomorrow. And I think it is beginning to make sense, but maybe I shouldn't say that because whenever I think that words seems to jump around in the computer and I open my essay again and I think huh???
Well I better go back to not procrastinating now. Somebody better tell me if anything interesting/important (like pigs or other farm animals flying) happens today or tomorrow 'cos I'm going to be holed up at uni.

Time for some silliness :)

It's two weeks since I've posted for the sole reason that I have been having fun playing with my friends. However now that I have an essay due on Tuesday, an assignment due on Wednesday, and a research article summary for a group project to do by tomorrow I find the need to procrastinate.

So, I believe it is time for an update on the silliness of the last two weeks. The problem is that I do not recall the last two weeks involving much silliness. This trend is rather disturbing, and I feel the need to remedy it...
So if anyone would like to join my in some extreme silliness let me know. Then sometime after Wednesday when I have got rid of my last assessment for a while I will let the pent up silliness loose!

Hehehe. Watch out world here I come!